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demaparbat-hp · 7 months ago

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Almost

#zutara #atla #zuko #avatar the last airbender #katara #zutara fanart #Wip #First page of three is done!!!#Won't be sharing until I have the whole thing but I'm. So. Close!!!!!!!#It's been ages since I started this project omg #But it's worth it #Hopefully I'll get the chance to finish it tomorrow... Won't be making any promises tho #I've missed you guys and I can't wait to share this with you #Anyways I know it's ZK month (and all the content has been WONDERFUL so far) but I won't be participating. Sorry about that.#Working with prompts is such an amazing creative exercise but I know myself good enough to be certain that I'll never get past the first...#... prompt without coming up with seven different AUs and I can't deal with more of those right now lol #Like I've got this Blue Spirit! Katara and Painted Lady! Zuko AU on the works since last week or so. And more lore for the og BS/PL spirits #And also this S3 canon divergence AU... And another one... And another one...#And I need to work on them at my own rhythm otherwise I'll go nuts #So uh #Yeah #Love u all and I hope I'll get to share this one soon (if only to start on yet another comic. I've got ideas for two of them. Yay)#Dema out #(Sorry for the rambling I'm just anxious)#(Don't know why but I stopped caring a long time ago)

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fisheito · 3 months ago

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rereading the nuca pink doujin and seeing yakumo tear himself apart re: his snake form vs his human form all this agony and self-doubt and silent suffering and fear of rejection like "if i looked less human would u hate me" , "if u saw me in my true form wouldn't that be horrible. terrifying. disgusting" , "if i admitted i want to swallow you whole would you think worse of me"

and i imagine him asking something like this to the crowd of clan members , who are , undeniably,, a group of Kinky Fuckers

they all smile with the serenity and carefully masked excitement of a horny olivine. masterful beautiful reassuring expressions (errr..... masked to different degrees depending on the clan member)

#yaku is in his head so much about that #he thinks his snake form would be gross right? right????#eiden might give me Wet Hole privileges when i look like this carefully crafted human avatar #but if i revert to my original body there's no way anyone would ever want to ..be with me... like that? right???#meanwhile eiden's just got that sly look on his face in the corner waiting for yakumo to make the proposal #i can't imagine any of the clan members being particularly freaked out about yaku in snake form.....#all the yokai are immediately eliminated from Grossed Out pool. like. that's them. they know how it be #then you got the ppl who have lived way too long to be shocked by a sweet little snakewife being more noodley than usual #rei and quincy fall into that category most likely. blade by association because . well. blade.#he's gonna make a Yakuchan Snake sculpture and it's gonna be extra cute so yakumo doesn't feel shy about his snake form anymore #(actually it's going to freak yaku out even more and he's gonna spiral thinking that he's uglier than he ever imagined)#(and he's gonna run away feeling more insecurity while blade is SUPER CONFUSED because he captured his cuteness perfectly??)#(eiden's gonna have to reconcile another misunderstanding. sorry eiden. artistic differences are rough)#and you have the general Kinky Fuckers like eiden oli and morv #morv won't care as long as you feed him LOL #and eiden and oli are just sideeyeing excitedly like. snake? snake??? can we. can we try that 👀#i imagine that the only people who might express hesitation at first are edmond and dante #eddie would probably cave though once he realises it is IN FACT still yakumo in there. and he can fully consent #(then we give way to Kinky Fucker Edmond. Welcome to the party eddie!)#hmm... dante... never really thought about him and snakekumo...#how would that even go DOWN? like what is even the siTUATION here? how did we get here??#dante catches sooley who has a tiny snakekumo in his mouth??? a tiny lil guy who was lurking in his palace for some reason???#hm. warrants more thought exploration. we'll come back to that another time.#nu carnival yakumo

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youremyonlyhope · 1 year ago

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Living with Body Focused Repetitive Behaviors

Me: *Is super stressed over life.*

Trichotillomania: Time to pull some hair! C'mon. You won't even notice you're doing it. It'll make you feel better.

Me: NO. *Spends 4 days putting hair in a mini twist protective style* There.

Dermatillomania: Hey. Your hands are free. And restless. And dry... Pick your skin. Bleed. Bleed.

Me: Stop! *Starts up a new crochet project to keep hands busy.* Ok cool.

Onychophagia: Hi hi. Your nails are.... perfect biting length... you should do that.

Me: Noooooooooooo *Paints nails.*

Dermatillomania: Oh look, you got some nail polish on your skin. Pick it off... now pick some more...

Me: SDJAKFDSJFKLDKAFDJKLAFJDKSAKLFDASL

#is this tmi? oh well. this is the tmi website #trichotillomania #dermatillomania #onychophagia #bfrb #body focused repetitive behavior #ocd #guys guess what? my therapist all but prescribed that i get a manicure to prevent picking at my skin #apparently after a year with this therapist i never mentioned my finger picking until this week #and she was like 'ok since you find it tough to paint them yourself get a manicure. self care and preventative'#because my cuticles are horrific due to me constantly picking at them and the sides of my fingers #so i've always been too embarrassed to go to a nail salon and my therapist was like 'exposure therapy!'#currently my nails are sloppily painted because i can't hold a brush still and they're already chipping after like 5 days #actually they probably started chipping on the second day honestly.#i need to redo my twists a bit which actually satisfies the trich urges since i'll be running my fingers through my hair to do it #but i won't actually be pulling. but also. i will be getting the shed hairs out. so. kind of fulfills that.#but right now my nails are long enough for me to feel them sometimes hit my keyboard. which. isn't normal for me.#and despite the nail polish i feel the urge to bite them shorter ahhhhh #anyway if you're Black with natural hair and have trich i HIGHLY suggest mini twists since it helps deter me from pulling #sure i have to redo it every few weeks but seriously. game changer. harder to find individual hairs to pull.

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idyllcy · 2 months ago

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happy 2.5k but it’s come to my attention that one of you shitheads have been sending hate asks to another creator while namedropping me please get a fucking life

#I don’t care that they have me blocked what kind of an asshole do you have to be to stir up this kind of drama unwarranted???#And yes I’m grateful for you all and the community I have but I did NOT ask or want any of you guys harassing another person #Just bc I’m upset that they have me blocked doesn’t mean that gives you the right to be an asshole to them what the fuck is wrong with you #nobody read too much into this we don't need this to continue but im genuinely SO pissed that you think it's ok to do that #get a fucking life sincerely fucking hell #☾.announcement #but thank you for 2.5k anyway!! I won't be hosting events for the milestone this time but i will do smth when i hit our next milestone <3 #but also. if ur ass is being a piece of shit on the internet and using my name get the fuck off my account you're not welcome here.

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butterflieswhisper · 5 days ago

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thoughtabout the minecraft end poem again. man. man. a minecraft movie is just. so. it's so. man. "and the universe said everything you need is within you" "you. you. you are alive" "to tell them how to live is to prevent living" "to see you, player. to know you. to be known." "does it know that we love it? that the universe is kind?" "and the universe said i love you because you are love" it's so. man ... man .......

#it's just. so disappointing. it's so. the end poem man. the end poem.... it's so beautiful and so. its so . and then the movie is just.#the piglins are evil. the nether seems nothing more than something to be feared. something to flee.#it's just. i cant put it into words right now but you guys get it right. it's like #How Did We Get Here. and it's so sad to see how much effort has gone into the execution from like. a technical standpoint #the intricacy of the props. the . the whatever mumbosdoing idk man. it couldve been something. i hope its entertaining at least.#idk . idk . did anyone else read minecraft the island. that was a good book. i feel like for this to have been really good you have to take #it seriously. the movie is ultimately. its framed as a joke. which is fine! it's silly! but at the same time. man .#and sometimes the player believed the universe had spoken to it through the zeros and ones . through the electricity of the world #<-also a end poem quote. it's just. man. mannnnn #it's silly!! it is!!! but it's just. man. idont know i feel like it should've been heartwrenchingly beautiful in a silly mundane way.#this is a game about blocks. the player dreams of sunlight. of forests. everything here is cubes but the joy of creation is everything.#isn't it silly? isn't it silly to care about these lines of code? ones and zeroes that form cubes? and yet. and yet #you shaped those cubes with your own two hands. the player dreamed it created. the player dreamed it destroyed.#whisp whispers #<-i forgot my own tag #idk man it's just so. i wish they took it seriously. if people don't leave the theatre sobbing from the simple joy of existing then i don't #think they suceeeed .sorry. i'm sure it will be fine it's just. man. man................#i need to. start a collection of just. things in and or about minecraft that are just really so. love letter to minecraft as a game #it's just. mannnn. man. man. i love you minecraft. minecraft movie could have been something. maybe it will still be something but it won't #be Something. and it could've been Something. and the universe said i love you because you are love

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yohankang · 19 days ago

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i really thought i would come back here by december but there's no chance ☹️

#why are things constantly happening omg just stopppp #can't talk about it on tumblr but my board term got extended until February </3 meaning i won't have a life until then #i'm basically working 1.5 jobs and doing uni on the weekends so i barely have time to take care of myself 😭#last time i got a free evening i binged 8 eps of a kdrama agkdfjdjd i am starvinggg #but hey it's only like 50 days until christmas right. only 50 days and i'll get a week off 🫠#sorry i'm saying the same thing over and over again. but i miss you guys for real <3 this is my happy place always #k.txt

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aenslem · 9 months ago

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he does look good on his knees 👀

#me thinking about which young x rush au should i imagine before i fall asleep #also thinking about buying another external hdd #but then i think about is it worth it??#nobody cares about gifmakers and use our work however they like #even other artists #like fic writers who use my gifs to make their work more appealing when posting #like my fav artist who draws my fav couple posting my gifs on their twitter without credit and getting more attention than me here #then i could ever had here posting the rare couple. not posting them much lately. not my fav artist anymore unfollowed bye #one of my fav actors liking repost of my gifs on twitter :) and the thief was over the moon by that fact #ooooh the actor noticed them #cool #and i am not even talking about caos and star trek fandoms #so yeah... maybe i should not buy hdd #maybe i should not be spending so much money on something that is treated like that #might get back to drawing #have not done that for a long time #and then i won't have time for giffing at all and maybe that's for best #you can guess i am pissed off right #cos yet another day when my gifs are reposted somewhere #whatever im going to sleep and i will be thinking about young fucking this lil guy in exact that outfit cos... i can lmao bye

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i-appear-misssing · 4 months ago

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I just had the horrible thought that I need to fall in love because having devastating crushes on beautiful, competent, authoritative women that I desperately want to please is exhausting and I need it to stop

#this one is straight so there's no room for delusion which is good #but my burning need to be her most favorite is eating me from the inside #it IS making me better at my job though #.......i mean i think so but what the fuck do i know #on friday night amongst the grueling psychosexual chaos that ensued a very smart guy that I LOVE said to me #i have no doubts you're gonna be a great psychiatrist actually #i traded a month with him to have another month with her #he's a phenomenologist she's a psychodynamic....ist? rival theories #I don't like most of psychodynamic theory.......so far #but i love the way she works and i can see how well it fits with her manymanyMANY patients and goddamnit i love personality dosorders #so i made the choice to go with her yes and im very torn casue i LOVE that guy and i wish i could become his friend like my bff from my year #also.......kind of dumb of me since I'd only soend two days a week woth her and the other three with very scary ladies #but I've been in scarier situation i can manage #and god when she praises me (silently obv she's only been forward about my merit ONCE and i almost pissed myself like an overexcited dog)#the endorphin rush is........man #but yes i need to work on this.......idk how to define it. closest i can get to explaining it is professional sub space #with strong aspects of praise kink #pathetic is what it is really #but hey if it makes me study harder who fucking cares right #I'm gonna be the smartest most intuitive fucking bitch amongst my peers so if I can't have her (them) carnally then goddamnit #I'LL HAVE THEIR PRAISE AND RESPECT AND ADMIRATION AT LEAST #........I'll be normal again in a week or two i just need to get over these next couple of days of....idk. inflammation i guess #yeah it's just like an infected wound right now #angry red throbbing hot pain #i know the drill it'll be better in a couple of days you just need to not freak out and let it do its thing #it's nice to be mature-r about emotional impulsivity and the shame that comes after an episode of deregulation #it really doesn't have to be a big deal even while it still feels like it #it still hurts but it's like......hour three of a tattoo. it's a bitch but you know it's gonna be over eventually and wriggling won't work #the only thing left to do is enjoying it all while it's happening or trying to #I don't think I'm doing a great job but what're you gonna do right

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monty-glasses-roxy · 9 months ago

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Taking a moment from the strike to say I'm changing the pinned post back to the Francine comic in light of recent issues with an apparent increase in transphobia. This is your reminder that this blog loves and supports transfolk of all kinds and any transphobes here can get fucking lost.

#fuck you guys making it unsafe for my sisters to live their lives.#and yeah I don't normally refer to groups of people as sisters or brothers or whatever but this is personal.#I will put francine back to her rightful place at the top of my blog #she doesn't really fit what I post about at all but I don't care. she can weed out the assholes for me #I may redesign her and put her in some more recent things for fun it's a real shame I lost interest in her #this has all reminded me I need to get back in touch with my oldest sister it's been too long #pop rox talks #sorry this blog has gotten pretty serious over the strike days but I have some more positives coming for whan it's over #I just can't stay silent on these things ya know?#anyway. I'm going back on strike I'll be back when it's over #just wanted to remind people of my stance on this stuff #I won't be talking on the whole situation because I don't really know the full details and don't want to bring that discussion here #just in case you were wondering #my stance is clear. that's all there is to it. I'll see you guys after the strike!#bubye!!! c'ya!!! stay safe!!!

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rosedeleca · 3 months ago

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this is extremely late but rarepair of rose and aurien simply because of rose’s like for uniqueness and dislike for plainness, and, honestly all you need to do is look at aurien’s design to see why it’s a rarepair haha

Slow-burn rairpair

A lot of roses rarepairs involve Rose spending time with someone a lot and falling in love with their personality, then having to quickly reconcile all their many issues.

Another "get over it Rose" character arc.

I love myself romance that involves a lot of drama at first :D

Anyway I think it's cute, too yappers in a relationship together? These two do not stop talking ever at least one of them has their mouth open. Would probably find Auriens more concerning traits pretty normal, doesn't know what love is supposed to look like either so all they can do is assume Aurien knows what they're doing because they sure don't.

Real okay with physical affection, constantly wants to give other people lots of physical affection but represses it a whole lot (they think "weirdo, why do you want to touch people so badly >:("<yikes moment) So maybe spending time with Aurien would slowly make them more touchy, like exposure therapy.

#I love getting send asks #an excuse to yap?#yes please #alnst oc #alien stage oc #alnst oc: rose #alnst oc: aurien #honestly I don't think anyone in alien stage really knows how to do this love thing the right way #Rose isn't Demi or anything they're just judgmental of people's looks #if you look like just a guy they have to be forced to care about you by their stupid emotions #they won't tell you that they think you look plain or boring they know that's rude #you'll only know that Rose doesn't like how you look if you are already somehow enemies with them #because then they will not see a reason to keep it all in their head #so enemies to lover arcs are real awkward let me tell you. they'll apologize eventually but not immediately

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missrosegold · 3 months ago

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Looks like I just lost another close friend to guy who isn't worth a pile of dog shit. 😊

#my best friend no less #i cried about this shit practically all afternoon but i'm all out of tears and now i'm just pissed off.#this shit has been going on for a long ass time but i've finally reached my breaking point with it #i love her #but she is delusional #and it kills me to say that #but that whole “relationship” (if you even want to call it that) is fake. all he cares about is money not her #the worst part is that she knows it too #oh but she “loves him” and “wants to give him one last chance” girl what the fuck?#oh but better yet he dumped her once 2 years ago already and i've hated his punk ass since #never should've gotten back tother after that and i told her as much even back then #all he does is make her cry #not do anything arount their town house #and sit on his ass and watch tv or sleep when he's not working #that's the tame stuff too i could say sooo much worse but i'm actually not trying to air her dirty laundry out her #i'm just pissed off #but suddenly IM the bad guy when tell her i won't support her or this “relationship” when she told me they were getting back together today #this is after i helped her and her parents ans brother move all her stuff out of the town house last Monday and back to her parents place #after she told me they were done for good #but IM the bad guy for bringing up all of fhe reasons listed above and all of the REALLY bad things about the relationship #when i tell her i won't be supporting her any longer and that i'll be walking away if she goes back to him #best part is her family agrees with me and they tell her all the things i say about him and then some #but when i go out on the line and put my heart down on the table for her and all i get back is a text saying:#“i don't really like how you're texting right now so we'll talk about this later.”#girl #i don't know whether or not i want to cry harder or strangle her #i think it's both #so yeah i think i just lost my best friend to a guy who doesn't remotly deserve her and everything kicks rocks rn #it's just like my other friend all over again #why do my friend have such dog shit taste in men

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heartbeetz · 9 months ago

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I NEED to get back into oc f/os. I just remembered my old casino themed anthro shark guy. He never got a solid enough ref sheet (or lore, really) for me to feel comfortable making him one of my f/os but maybe I should remedy that at some point. Big Jack.........

#his name is Jasper Roulette but everyone calls him Big Jack #he's a ''professional'' underground gambler and great white 'card shark'#insists he's an ex crime boss but won't tell anyone what that entailed #well... he WILL. but it's a different story every time. always a lie and often over the top #nobody knows for sure if any of it's true or not. but pretty much everyone either 100% believes it or is too scared to contest it #bc his persona around other casino goers is this rough and tough type guy and he has the looks and talk to back it up #really though even IF it's true he's pretty harmless now. his whole thing is ''yeah I used to do that but I'm turning my life around''#which others are skeptical about but is mostly true. he's kinda just chilling #he's a cheat and a showoff and an asshole but he's more intimidating than he is dangerous #and he has way more money than he cares to do anything with (where he got it who's to say) so he doesn't mind just handing it out #he was the first character I made for a little game / visual novel I wanted to make at one point but ended up giving up on #it was just about sharks in an underground casino #the idea was you could play little mini games and have conversations with them #and if you made the conversation go in the ''right'' direction there'd be little collectibles that opened new paths #but it never went anywhere other than some ideas and a very rough drawing of Big Jack (which actually came first lol)#unfortunately I designed him IMMEDIATELY before I got super into Sparker as one of my f/os so he got swept under the rug real bad #sorry sharky 😔#roz posts

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cerbreus · 3 months ago

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#every day things get easier and things feel a little bit better than the day before #I feel like i'm thru the worst of it thankfully. over the biggest hurdle of 'feeling bad and sad and everything reminding me of him'#which is good!#i was prepared for the sadness and disappointment that came with the heartbreak #it also came with a general feeling of... oddness? feeling very off kilter?#it's like when you get used to a certain food at a store you grocery shop and it's just one of your staples #and one day you show up and find out it's been discontinued. it's not like you won't find something else.#but there's just kind of that absence and a familiarity you're missing?#many many thoughts lately about things.#a lot changes when you no longer have that 'person who you always wanna tell all the little things'#there's just a certain kind of closeness that i let a partner have with me. and it leaves a bit of a gap behind when it's gone.#it's like one of those tidal caves that's only open under certain right conditions.#everythings gotta line up just right for that to be explored. and now i'm just waiting for the tide to finish coming back in to cover it up #til everything is just right again to try and explore that with somebody.#hoping somebody someday just. wants a very passionate and committed guy who really likes gasmasks rocks roadtrips and being outside #im an imperfect simple man who loves and cares very deeply. i got learning n growing to do but that part will never change #personal stuff

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ashtwinreject · 4 months ago

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first thing: people won't know that you're upset with them and why you're upset with them if you don't tell them.

second thing (very controversial): politicians are still technically people.

third thing: in the USA you can contact politicians about stuff. it's very easy actually.

okay! now synthesize the information.

#don't forget we can actually do that here in the states of america #you can contact their offices and occasionally even the Guys directly.#write letters and emails and shit. copy one off the internet #read a statement into an answering machine. you can copy one of those off the internet as well #leave public comments on bills. you can do that #i have done all of these. fucking do it.#right now. copy an email you agree with and send it to someone.#plagiarize the whole thing who fucking cares. they won't read it but whatever you say in it will be aggregated into datasets and shit.#they will use those datasets to inform their decisions. you must do it.

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azuresquirrel · 1 year ago

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the fact that we're a year out from a major election year in the United States and instead of encouraging people to vote for their local and state elections I'm already seeing Dems on socials lecturing about "not expecting perfection" and "lesser of two evils" during a time where there is widespread objection to Biden and crew literally funding and supporting Israel's genocide of Gaza is just

ah yes, damn youths and their inability to compromise on silly non-issues of *checks notes* actively supporting and financing genocide

#ffs I bought into 'voting as harm reduction' for much of my adult life #but when one guy will participate Just As Much in the federal project of military colonialism #then what is the meaningful difference! just because one will be more polite on Twitter!!#like truly if participating in active ongoing genocides (Congo as well!) isn't your moral red line then WHAT IS #what DO you stand for then????#'oh these idiot gen z-ers daring to demand ANYTHING better'#well its not just Gen Z that thinks if we keep voting for these assholes then they WON'T change shit!#right now is when we SHOULD be making the threats to not fucking vote because its all these ghouls care about #I'm not going to endure a whole year of this shit in between photos of dead and injured Palestinians christ

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rebuke-me · 5 months ago

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im gonna rant in the tags for a sec don't mind me

#I want to write #I AM writing #but god this fandom makes me not want to.#which is silly right #bc only like 12 people read my fics anyways #and like #i don't want to deprive people who actually like my shit from reading it #but you guys are fucking MEAN.#I haven't had so much drama in the fandom since like fucking. 2020.#I still care about this show and my fixation won't die #but every day I get on here and you guys are acting like absolute children #and some of you have the excuse of BEING children!#some of you don't #this isn't at my mutuals btw i'm just pissed #anyways. god.#I'm still writing but y'all are making it fucking difficult

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